Flip back over that hour glass and refill the better half.

我一直跌，一直爬起来，再跌，再爬。我告诉自己从哪里跌倒，就从哪里爬起来。但我怕了，累了，痛了。

English below average in cohort.
NM MTT below average in cohort
NM project lowest in cohort.

Really, nothing can get more demoralising than this.

I know the problem lies with myself. It's been two months in uni and I'm still wasting my life away. I haven't got into the mugging mood and seemingly I don't have the intention to. I would love to say this is not me. Where is the ambitious me? The one who wants to top in everything?

The worst of all is that I have to keep telling people (who tell me they are stressed up) to relax and take things easy when they are doing so much more better than me. I feel so screwed in front of these people. Like what?
"Why are you telling us to chill and relax when you youself are scoring such marks?"

I feel like a clown.

Once again, I got to tell myself...
Pick yourself up woman. You have a couple of years to go. Fall? Stand again.


If I could show you there's no risk of being left alone, would you let your past go?