That's why I've been setting expectations lower.. and lower.
I still get disappointments but I tell myself, all these are only a norm.
Nothing seems to fit in nicely of late. Everything just seems out of place. Not just me, but also for people around me. Many a times I give up saying "I give up" because I never do and I never want to. And then that's when all the problems come popping up in my face and as if intimidating me to raise the white flag.
I always thought indulging myself in more work will make me feel numb to the people or things that disappoint me but apparently, getting myself involved in more tasks only means that I see more things.
我一只告诉我自己，不要怀疑，不要像太多。但一个人的个性很难一夜间改变。我就是这样，我不能改。
我不想让自己觉得，相信你们是一个错误的选择。
以为工作可以麻木自己，但我却从中看到了更多事。
我的心很痛。我真的觉得自己很努力地为我关心的人着想，可是谁在替我想？
我知道对一个人好应该是出于真诚，不应要求回报。但我不能否认，得不到一点认可，我真的很痛心。
Sometimes people take advantage of your trusting heart. This is a practical society, accept it.
I'm going to give myself another chance. Nobody ever said chances must only be bestowed on you by others. I hereby self-proclaim that I deserve another go.
Pick yourself up at where you fall.
Fight on.
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