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傻瓜,我们都一样。

不,我简直是白痴....

Brought my sis for a walk around IMM where we met Mrs Yong and her newborn. Happy family :)
My dangdang tee shirt from IP Zone are almost sold out. Only left with about 5 of them and all are either L and XL. I am super upset :( :(
Why do I always regret. Stupid.

Study, again.


Please allow me to move on, again. I know I'm going to take a long time. Shit.
I know I'm going to be damn upset but please don't
SMS me anymore, talk to me online anymore.
Maybe I will move on faster this way. Maybe I will be more firm to let go this way.
You've kept me whole these 2 years and it's really enough.. These days I've become so dependent on your messages and conversations on msn that everytime my phone says "1 new message", I'll be expecting you. Everytime a conversation box pops up, I'll be expecting you. I cannot afford to live on these false hopes anymore because I know, one day if they were to disappear from my life, my world will crumble.
I know nothing will come out of this so I don't even want to try. I just want to let go now and tell myself that this was a right choice few years down the road..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST STARFRUIT :):):)

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