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A matter of time.

We got to learn to be on our own, someday, somehow, somewhat.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WATERMELON :)

Suddenly, I am missing Ying Peng already. I know she will be back. I know we can keep in touch. But do you know, somehow things will just be different. It's like, even if you keep in touch with your primary school friends, it doesn't mean you will still be so close the next time you meet up. There's probably bound to be some unspoken awkwardness.
I do regret. I regret not meeting up with Ying Peng more often. Regret not planning more outings.

Ying Peng, I miss you :( I am so going to miss you. Please come back during your summer breaks. Please contact me. You've been a great friend. Your words always give me strength and boost my confidence. I am going to miss the times we bused home together and share so many things on our way home. I'm going to miss birthday celebrations with you around. Going to miss all of these...




今夜应该会很沉重吧....

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