Since a few months ago, I thought I have moved on. But apparently I haven't. I still think of you every day and especially every night. I can't stop myself from thinking.
Today I passed by the bus stop again. Every time I pass by that bus stop, I always hope to see you there. Obviously that's stupidity.
Much as I hate to admit, I still log in to Max's facebook account every now and then to look at your status. Even if I can be happy for the whole day, my mood will change for the worst after seeing your status.
Sometimes I really wish every little gesture of yours won't make such a significant difference to my life. Sometimes I wish every little thing you say won't make me lose my rationality. Each time you don't initiate a conversation on msn, I tell myself it's a chance for myself to move on. But many a times I will still whine to myself, how I wish we can chat like we used to during college days. On the other hand, each time you start a conversation, I can jump about in the house for half a day.
And, your name is so common that I see them everywhere. It seems to be in everyone's mouth, constantly reminding me about you.
I really just need a solution to this. But nothing seems to be one.
Today I passed by the bus stop again. Every time I pass by that bus stop, I always hope to see you there. Obviously that's stupidity.
Much as I hate to admit, I still log in to Max's facebook account every now and then to look at your status. Even if I can be happy for the whole day, my mood will change for the worst after seeing your status.
Sometimes I really wish every little gesture of yours won't make such a significant difference to my life. Sometimes I wish every little thing you say won't make me lose my rationality. Each time you don't initiate a conversation on msn, I tell myself it's a chance for myself to move on. But many a times I will still whine to myself, how I wish we can chat like we used to during college days. On the other hand, each time you start a conversation, I can jump about in the house for half a day.
And, your name is so common that I see them everywhere. It seems to be in everyone's mouth, constantly reminding me about you.
I really just need a solution to this. But nothing seems to be one.
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