I always know that when you trust too much, you will be deceived eventually; but if you don't trust enough, you will live in torment. I wouldn't count myself as having been deceived, but I find it hard to have faith. It can be anyone, the closest person, but I still have my reservations. Maybe too many things have been going through my mind lately that caused me to become paranoid, even cynical.
Why can't I, be crude to someone who has hurt me? To me, it is only being fair, even if it means being very childish and insensible of me.
I miss the days when Yangce would sit down and look at me in the eyes and listen to what I had to say, extremely attentively. Today, I can't find anyone who will listen to me complete my sentence..
I wonder if it's because I haven't been a good listener and thus, such karma.
Why can't I, be crude to someone who has hurt me? To me, it is only being fair, even if it means being very childish and insensible of me.
I miss the days when Yangce would sit down and look at me in the eyes and listen to what I had to say, extremely attentively. Today, I can't find anyone who will listen to me complete my sentence..
I wonder if it's because I haven't been a good listener and thus, such karma.
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