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Yesterday was overall a bad day I guess.
The day started off with a game of badminton with Nelson, then with Angeline YC and Huishan(feels weird to be typing this name on my blog lol).

Grape's house next. I really wanted to use up all the shampoo and soap in her bathroom when I had my shower because I felt I needed to take revenge since her children treat me that way. Yet, I'm not as AUNTIE as you people think. So eventually, I only used the amount I needed.

I knew I should really have used up everything. Why? Because after that, little female grape threw a pencil in my face and subsequently, threw stacks of worksheets on the floor, expecting me to pick them up. I did not flare up. I tolerated.

But...

When I got home and lay in bed to watch my favourite HK TVB serial Brink of Law, I couldn't help, but tears just flowed, uncontrollably. I'm not saying life is unfair. I'm just hoping people around me will be fairer to me.
Suddenly, all the mixed emotions just came to me. Man, that sure sucked.

Actually, I think I don't need anyone to tell me I need to be strong in the face of all these difficult times. I just need someone to stay by me when I'm weak..


I guess you're right. People do drift.
I miss you. I miss our friendship.

Comments

  1. hey omg don't be let little female grape affect you, it's not worth it!! MUST 忍 OKAY..don't use up all her soap on impulse later you 脱皮!!

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  2. omgggggg little female grape is itching for a slap in the face. lets call up the grapesteppers and squish 'em into wine.

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  3. anw you miss me ah? gum sia ah.

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  4. I want grape gum. *chomps* what kind of shampoo and soap was it? nice or not?

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  5. eh you played badminton with huishan never jio me! she fierce on the court not?

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  6. starfruit wants to prop guava up but she not as strong as nectarine! she got no muscles =X

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  7. eh starfruit, people 'young and promising' leh.

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  8. then i'm old and unpromising la! hmmf. nevermind guava we leave coconut to rot in her husk!

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  9. starfruit: oei.

    guava: next time you go grape's house can tapao some soap and shampoo for us not. i give you tupperware.

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  10. oh i saw them selling empty dang dang shampoo/soap dispensers! might as well get them and bring to grape's

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  11. Hahaha. I got a shock when I saw 10comments!! You girls whoops I mean you fruits never fail to make me laugh! Oh well..I guess kids are still kids. She can be QUITE angelic too I guess. She got a set of Doraemon highlighters from her teacher for doing well for a zuo wen (that I helped her with) and she gave me those highlighters. LOL.

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