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I can’t believe I’m typing this on Word. (that means when you see this I have transferred the word document la) YES I AM. Internet is down once again and I feel so deprived. To make things worse, this feeling of pique due to the deprivation of the Internet is coupled with a totally screwed morning I had earlier. What a bad day to start the week, right?! I am NOT crazy that I actually mistook Word for Blogger. It’s just that I am so full of grievances and I have to pen it down at this moment. Yes I know I have been very whiny the whole day, I mean to those who have heard me grumble non-stop.

The kids (okay maybe students not kids, even though they really behave like KIDS) I’m dealing with now are like at least 10 centimetres taller than those I dealt with before this. I definitely do not doubt their intellectuals but at the same time, I believeD they would be an easier bunch to assess. After all, they are teens, whose level of maturity should at least be higher than that of a 12-year-old P6 kid, not to say a lower secondary student. However, as much as I would love to have faith in these people, my beliefs failed me.

16/17-year-olds….
1. Throwing stationeries at each other.
2. Living in self-denial (like June) and deliberately give the wrong answers.
3. Claiming they obtained “Cleanest Class Award” when the class is in a total mess.

Those that I have enumerated above are absolute truths, please do not doubt the credibility of my words.

Oh, and also to remember this for life, I decided I should include this part of the day in this entry.
I AM NOT PAID FOR MY SERVICES TODAY.
Everyone advised me not to tell office (as in the previous one) that I was going to job-hop. Knowing me, I heeded and tada! G.O (the current one) couldn’t key in my particulars and so, what I have done today will be on a VOLUNTARY basis. Interesting isn’t it?

I know some people despise me and doubt my competency. I don’t deny either that in terms of eloquency, I’m not catching up yet, not able to carry myself well could be another thing. Worst of all, I don’t have tip-top grades to boot. I figured I’m not poised to be a teacher. I don’t really intend to be one. I’m here to do Mrs Chua a favour, to repay her kindness. I have this little tinge of regret, but I’m getting over it. Soon, I hope.

On a lighter and much happier note, I chilled with Cao Yu and Shermaine at Hoagies today. I miss them. Being with them makes me forget who Jason or Colin or An Yee is.
Move on, GuoLian. You will regret your choice more if you keep reminiscing.

Star Awards live at Mediacorp last night. The experience was something new but I didn’t quite enjoy the hustle and bustle. Nevertheless, I finally got to see my favourite Hong Kong celebrities in persons! On the other hand, Yuwu expectedly went home with a trophy and I think that alone will suffice to make me continually support him :)

My goodness this is such a long entry.

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