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I know pride is not the most important but sometimes I just can't put it down. There are times I wish I am a little more generous with my praises for others, and set lower expectations of myself or others.
Suddenly feel that I'm a person full of faults. A lot of them. Thinking back, I have been and am still a very impatient person, getting worked up over the slightest things and pointing fingers at people.

I'm truly sorry about that.

我知道尊严并不是最重要的但有时候就是放不下。有时希望自己对别人的称赞可以大方一点,对别人或对自己的要求可以低一点。
突然觉得自己是个缺点多多的人。真得很多。回想起来,我一直,而且还是个急性子的人,总是为了芝麻绿豆的事变得激动,要不就是把矛头指向别人。

实在是很抱歉。

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