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Always look forward to meet-ups with Bren. Finally met her again and as much as the time spent was short, it was quality time!

However, school was kind of bad. I was so stressful that I almost broke down after dismissal. I seriously wonder how I'm going to continue with a life like this. Okay, not that I am harbouring silly thoughts.

It's a little sad I guess. That whether it's the person I respect, love, or care for most, they just can't get it. Not sure if they've put themselves in my shoes but they never really seemed so. I'd really appreciate if you don't tell me what to do. Because I don't want and I don't need a change. You can say I'm rigid. You can say I'm heartless. Go ahead please. I am. So? Have you been through what I've undergone? Even if you did, it could only be somewhat similar, never exactly the same.

So, stop. Please.

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