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Will I find you from where I started or I've lost you forever.

Having finished my hols assignment(Math papers), I feel so super slack. Totally no mood to do CSC IS, though it's really the most urgent assignment now.

It's the September holidays but seemingly no one is online everyday. It really makes me wonder if everyone's studying during the hols, excluding those who are preparing for their upcoming prelims.
It's like a very lonely holiday for me.

And a very, very fattening one too.
Everyday's about eating, sleeping, eating, sleeping. I want to go swimming but the sky always threatens to pour.
I can't wait for the 'training' Angie is planning after the big A's.

Have the sudden urge to go kbox with LCfamily, even though I'm against this idea most of the time.

As much as I know that I'm going to be okay after hell is over, I'm still afraid to face failure. The pain and tortuous misery that failure brings, I can't stand them. I've always preferred to run away, but tell me, why is it wrong? When I'm merely doing something that makes me feel happier?

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过 谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢
再勇敢地站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠
就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过 谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢
再勇敢地站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
我眼泪都笑了
谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首离歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你 深深的

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