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In my sleepless solitude tonight.

Dinner at Botak Jones with Shirleen, Kexian, Xiu Ying, Shirley, Darren and Yelay in conjunction with Shirleen's birthday.

Decided to try something new, rather, something which I never really liked -- fish and chips.
Turned out nice and very much to my liking.

Sorry ah zai, supposed to celebrate your birthday but didn't join you guys.



Met up with sk. Short chat, but I haven't seen him since 18 January so it's a very precious catch up. And after meeting him, I know he's still the bestie I can call my very own.



I hate how things are so vulnerable, including myself. We always want to express ourselves but what we lack isn't courage to do so, but a way we think is right and appropriate. But somehow nothing will ever seem right and appropriate because we never seem to be rational. Emotions always have to take the better of us.



Before you tell me you're a rational person, think again.





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