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I'll carry you home. :]

A red bean ice cream was enough to make me feel light(not literally) and happy.

Goodfriend Bren made my day. :]
"Keep the faith", she said.
Indeed, sometimes when all the odds are against you, it's far too difficult to not lose faith in the things you do, in the people around you. Yet, having faith seems to be the most important and most basic.
If you stop fighting with your thoughts and cool down, you'll probably realise you've been overgeneralising all these while.

I'm thankful. I really am. I appreciate the people who keep pushing me, suffer with me, die with me. Loneliness is a friend that I, or perhaps everyone, never want to make. But sometimes the more you avoid it, the more it comes pestering you.
And then there comes my bunch of friends who chase it away. :]

I know, I really know. There're far too many many friends who have been there when I'm at my lowest point. I have friends who pop up on messenger to ask about my life, friends who text me in the middle of the night to say a simple take care, friends who call me and keep quiet, knowing I just need someone on the other line.

I always knew. But sometimes it could be pride getting the better of me, that I always turn down your goodwill or refuse to tell you what's going on. It could be me not knowing how to respond to the care and concern others shower me with.
I love how I'm pampered by the lovely people around. :]

So dear friends, any of you reading this, you got to know that I appreciate your love and care for me, really. :] I know my temper is terrible. I know you always have to put up with my tantrums or be indirectly affected by my mood. I'm sorry.
But one thing you must remember, you're an important person in my life!


Alright, some pictures taken last week but haven't got a chance to post them up till now.

Bunch at birthday dinner for Shirleen. :]

















Mid autumn at alma matar.

Beloved Mrs Tey and babytey Joshua. :D






















All-time favourite nephew Teng Yu.

















Teresa whom I haven't seen for ages!

















Ever so irritating but protective friend Darren.

















PUA TOH CHEW! My dear chewchew.

















Always making my day, Sheena.

















She likes my arm around her, right Melissa?

















Long-lost Wei Sheng(who has slimmed down tons) and Kian Wee! And goodfriend Mr. LeeYooHoo.
















That's all I have for you today.

Edits: This is really causing me a lot, a lot of hurt, but I promise I'm really trying my very best to overcome it.


Stay tuned. ;)

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