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My moods of late have very much been like a rollercoaster ride, though, most of the time I'm on the low, hardly reaching the top.

The happiest day of the past 1 month perhaps, was yesterday. And it only lasted 5 hours? Or less.

And then today, heavy flow was here to make me feel even worse.
I helped my mum buy eggs and the container actually cut my leg.
I want to upload the pictures taken today but the com isn't cooperating.
I just got my pay and now I'm heavily indebted to Angie.

Mid autumn was a total bore. If not for Joel and Darren I wouldn't have gone back to help. And turned out my dear boss JOEL TAN didn't turn up. Well that is fine because I enjoyed meeting up with my ladies(Jia Hui Mel Sheena SiNi) still.
Was glad to see Teresa again after so long, Chris himself too. Even Kian Wee and Wei Sheng.
Mrs Tey came back just to show me her baby. Joshua is superly cute.
I got Fish's signature(quite reluctantly) at $25. Ouch.

Last and the most significant point, I'm trying to drill Mr Chiang's words into my head.
PUT ALL EMOTIONS ASIDE.
Failure, results, confidence, universities, weariness, don't care. STUDY.

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