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My moods of late have very much been like a rollercoaster ride, though, most of the time I'm on the low, hardly reaching the top.

The happiest day of the past 1 month perhaps, was yesterday. And it only lasted 5 hours? Or less.

And then today, heavy flow was here to make me feel even worse.
I helped my mum buy eggs and the container actually cut my leg.
I want to upload the pictures taken today but the com isn't cooperating.
I just got my pay and now I'm heavily indebted to Angie.

Mid autumn was a total bore. If not for Joel and Darren I wouldn't have gone back to help. And turned out my dear boss JOEL TAN didn't turn up. Well that is fine because I enjoyed meeting up with my ladies(Jia Hui Mel Sheena SiNi) still.
Was glad to see Teresa again after so long, Chris himself too. Even Kian Wee and Wei Sheng.
Mrs Tey came back just to show me her baby. Joshua is superly cute.
I got Fish's signature(quite reluctantly) at $25. Ouch.

Last and the most significant point, I'm trying to drill Mr Chiang's words into my head.
PUT ALL EMOTIONS ASIDE.
Failure, results, confidence, universities, weariness, don't care. STUDY.

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I'll never understand.

Some people, you try to break them before you build them. Some people, you are only remembered by them when they need your help. Some people, you spend time trying to change them only to realise you were never someone who could impact their lives. Some people, they hurt you so much but you know, they are just not worth it. So, don't bother. ASPIRE 2010 was a screwed yet another learning experience for me this time. I'd really like to thank my fellow peers for going through shit with me. And thank goodness that I believe in miracles. You never know what happens until the last minute, really. I never felt so shagged, and devastated about people.

All the small things.

So blonde Neo came with a packet of sushi and my chrysanthemum tea and Mr. Bean's pancakes. We continued to gorge ourselves with cones (actually just 2) of Cornetto which I bought to reward myself after a long time of not having eaten ice cream. We studied and also watched The Family Court. I really feel sad for AhWU that everyones hates his Leshan role but I guess he's right that actors and actresses like to see audiences' reactions towards their acting. What a breakthrough for him! Had supper with Shirl and Eh Chris! at somewhere nearby. Continued to study with Angie and we (or rather I) had a bad night because she was coughing quite badly. Blonde Neo I tell you, you better start drinking bottles of water when you get home today. NO MORE CHIPS!!! I'm watching you.... So anyway, in the morning we had Mac breakfast and Angie FINALLY invited me to her house wheeeeeeeee. Happening hor? Meeting the climates (Auntie Rainbow, Sunshine boy and Rain) later to celebrate mid-aut...