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The sophomore slump is an uphill battle.

Summary for the papers taken this week: GP was okay, I'm just hoping for a high pass. Math, quite confident of getting a B, worst, C. Nothing worse than that please. CLL lit -- goner. Woot.

12 Lotus was just a little disappointing. :( The plot, to be precise. Can't seem to catch the climax and too much ambiguity in the ending, which Yu Han criticised quite harshly.
Nevertheless, AhWU's acting has improved yet again :D
Yu Han beside me was using up Huimin's packet of tissue papers. Whoops.

P.S: Still, I want to thank Nelson for helping me win the tickets! THANK YOU! :D

Quite an unpleasant dispute with Zhi that day, over a super trivial matter.
Thankful enough, she came running after me when I stomped out of school. If she didn't take the initiative to sort things out, things would have been on the rocks or at least, left unsolved. Phew.
I did do some self reflection after that. It kept my mind preoccupied for a couple of days.

There are some flaws about myself that I just can't seem to change, no matter how hard I try. Yet if I be myself, it affects the people around me.
Like what Zhi said, my 'bad-mood mode' always influences the people surrounding me.
But I don't know how to change that.

I want to condemn myself...

你太自负了
你太高估自己了
你太敏感了
你的脾气太臭了
你太不理智了


My sis thinks there's no way you can survive in this real world if you put on a real front. You got to be hypocritical.
I beg to differ. Yes, there are times you have to put on a mask, in order not to fall on this slippery world. But this doesn't apply to all situations, does it?

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I'll never understand.

Some people, you try to break them before you build them. Some people, you are only remembered by them when they need your help. Some people, you spend time trying to change them only to realise you were never someone who could impact their lives. Some people, they hurt you so much but you know, they are just not worth it. So, don't bother. ASPIRE 2010 was a screwed yet another learning experience for me this time. I'd really like to thank my fellow peers for going through shit with me. And thank goodness that I believe in miracles. You never know what happens until the last minute, really. I never felt so shagged, and devastated about people.

All the small things.

So blonde Neo came with a packet of sushi and my chrysanthemum tea and Mr. Bean's pancakes. We continued to gorge ourselves with cones (actually just 2) of Cornetto which I bought to reward myself after a long time of not having eaten ice cream. We studied and also watched The Family Court. I really feel sad for AhWU that everyones hates his Leshan role but I guess he's right that actors and actresses like to see audiences' reactions towards their acting. What a breakthrough for him! Had supper with Shirl and Eh Chris! at somewhere nearby. Continued to study with Angie and we (or rather I) had a bad night because she was coughing quite badly. Blonde Neo I tell you, you better start drinking bottles of water when you get home today. NO MORE CHIPS!!! I'm watching you.... So anyway, in the morning we had Mac breakfast and Angie FINALLY invited me to her house wheeeeeeeee. Happening hor? Meeting the climates (Auntie Rainbow, Sunshine boy and Rain) later to celebrate mid-aut...