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Rising intensity

There’s a place I’ve never been
A place I long to be
Will I reach?
I just don’t know
Still I hope one day I’ll go

My wish just never seems to come
I know for certain you’re the one
So close I get, still no cigar
Carrying my wounded heart
I can’t stop the river from running, I can’t, I can’t
I can’t stop the rain from falling down on me
I know I’m not what you want I’m hoping in time you’ll see how
My soul pleads for you

Not every time you meet someone and
You both just click in a minute
Baby it’s the eye contact, smile like that
Click click and you’re rolling
Can’t stop calling you
I don’t know what to do
Baby you’re making me break down all of my rules

Now I can believe you’ve put a spell on me
Oh it’s the way it seems, I can’t keep you out my dreams
Oh I get chills baby, when I can’t talk to you
I’m in pain and I hope you feel the way I do

I'm sorry I can't refrain.
I had to blog.

Today seems to mark (again) the end of another round of O levels.
茶馆 test on Wednesday and Mock Prelim Math paper 2 today. I almost dozed off for both papers. Normally that happens when I have nothing to regurgitate.

Have been a slack week. Or hectic? I don't know. It's like so hectic yet I'm slacking.
I want to meet up with everyone but everyone is busy, or I'm busy.
My only form of entertainment was video conference or night phone calls with Max. He made me download songs for him BUT thank goodness, I want to kiss him for making me do that. He did a good turn! Cos' he granted my wish by doing so. :D

Almost everyone isn't in a good state these days, especially my dearest Twinnie.
Please take care dear. Stay strong.
We can't always ask "why is this happening to me?" when the bad things come because we don't do the same when the good things come our way. Life may be unfair but we cannot be the same.

I really miss everyone.
I haven't seen lao po Tsu Hui Jia Hui Melissa Sheena SiNi Kexian Shirleen Felicia Xiu Ying Rahil Badd Kai Xiang Joel for a long, long time. My goodness very soon I'll forget how they look.

当盼望变成渴望，我应该知道自己不该再继续奢望。


对话结束了 胸口的激动还没停

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