Productive day with Wei Xin and Yan Hong at the library with 2 and a 1/2 Math papers(AJ CJ HCI) done.
This is one of the rare times I find it so hard to face my own mother.
I apologised. But still, I don't see why I'm wrong.
Each time I commit a mistake, I will reflect and ring her up, and then apologise.
But this time, she asked for the apology. I couldn't help but apologised reluctantly.
There is merely a fine line between 讲道理 and 顶嘴, yes.
But they're different.
If we always have to make a choice, then yes, running away is a choice too.
I tried to face up to it, but nothing's working out.
For once I felt so suicidal.
You used to condemn mothers who yelled at their children in public.
But you did that to me.
You said he's unreasonable.
But you were too.
Shattered. I wonder if all my dreams are now shattered.
I wonder if there is nothing or no one I am living for now.
I don't live for myself and I never have to. But now.. Ha.
What am I even on this earth.
This is one of the rare times I find it so hard to face my own mother.
I apologised. But still, I don't see why I'm wrong.
Each time I commit a mistake, I will reflect and ring her up, and then apologise.
But this time, she asked for the apology. I couldn't help but apologised reluctantly.
There is merely a fine line between 讲道理 and 顶嘴, yes.
But they're different.
If we always have to make a choice, then yes, running away is a choice too.
I tried to face up to it, but nothing's working out.
For once I felt so suicidal.
You used to condemn mothers who yelled at their children in public.
But you did that to me.
You said he's unreasonable.
But you were too.
Shattered. I wonder if all my dreams are now shattered.
I wonder if there is nothing or no one I am living for now.
I don't live for myself and I never have to. But now.. Ha.
What am I even on this earth.
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