Pained.

Always wanted to make this a private one but was not courageous enough to do so. Finally Darling locked it up and gave me the idea to follow suit.
My readers are always the same old few. Yet, there's this ridiculous reason why I made up my mind to lock it.
But then again, considering my fickle-minded and indecisive nature, probably I will unlock it some time soon.

I don't know what's the root of the problem, even till today. The problem has persisted for months but I can't see the cause behind it. I used to think it was a matter of getting used but I know I can't bring myself to adapt. I would say it's tolerance and sometimes it exceeds my limit. In fact, very often it gets on my nerves. I blame myself for being so petty, so childish, but I really can't help it.

Maybe because I seriously suck at interpretations.


Edits(2.26pm):
I deleted the game I kept playing in my phone. I deleted my com's solitaire. I'm getting rid of all sorts of distractions. I hope it works. But somehow I haven't seen the effects.

12 more days.