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Reminisce.

Mahjong session with Feli Shirl and XiuXiu. I mean, XiuXiu didn't play.

Reminisce is good, sometimes. Brings back the hilarious and childish moments that always make me feel I was stupid and foolish and insensible.

Sec1, I liked HC. He liked Limin. Sec2, I liked CCJH. He liked Limin. Sec3, I liked KM. He liked Limin. Sec4, I had a crush on kxg. He liked Limin.
Plus plus plus Sec2 when I liked CCJH, got into countless misunderstandings with Shirl. Dumb.

Currently I'm back to gawking at cute guys and no more likelike kind of thing. Waste of time and kills brain cells.

Many people think I deliberately remember the past and keep harping on it. Not that I intentionally want to remember them but I just don't forget. Somehow it seems a little beyond my own control. I wouldn't want those stuff to take up my memory space right -.-

Oh yeah and I have been cursing and swearing all my life. I think I kind of became a little better after knowing my bestie. At least less complaints and grumbles THAN BEFORE and became A LITTLE quieter. And most of all, let words filter through my brain before I spit than out. I mean, IMPROVING though I still talk nonsensically at times. Knowing my bestie is one of the greatest thing on earth. So what if he's a guy?

Hello bestie, please don't feel proud of yourself yet. You can be irritating sometimes, especially when you go crazy and laugh non-stop =xx

Now I want to read my past entries and realise how foolish I had been. Can be funny too because I was so darn emo back then. Can hardly believe it.

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