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Boundless fun at BING's residence with ZHI GIE CI.
Movies watching and calories gaining.
But they were free anyway so no one really cared.

Next was the planning of stuff by YCfanclub committee.
Though we were mostly thinking of the evil things to do.
Nevertheless, the room was filled with laughter and joy!

Addiction for Coca Cola back.
Embarking on a Pokemon journey with BING.

Talk more when I come back later.
Pray that I get to see him!


I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?


When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you


I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you

And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were


All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me





I'm needing a little more time than before.
Cos no matter how hard I try, the pain perpetutates. Refusal to entertain it doesn't alleviate it.
真的很痛

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