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Tue, Wed, Thu.
Didn't touch the com for 3 days.
Mugged and mugged and mugged.
Never seen myself this hardworking.

Looks like there are many 'first time's this year.
Broke down while studying last night.
That was certainly a first time.

Before I did, my mum stepped into the room and stood behind me.
I started to complain to her how stressed I was and then my tears started to flow.
Was just about to open up my arms and hug her to cry in her embrace.

But, she didn't see those tears.
She scolded me.

I turned my head away and continued writing my CLL notes.
Those tears were still flowing but they weren't seen.


I really thought she understood my weariness.





Maybe coloured dreams don't always come true, after all.

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  1. Jiayou jiayou! Let's work hard together =D Library tmr?

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