Sleepless nights.
Emo songs.
Reminisce.
Pictures.
Don't say I didn't try.
Perhaps I'm just not determined enough, not enough!
Did anyone think I'm not trying my best?
Maybe.
But neither do I want it this way!
I have not felt my heart literally hurt but now, even when I refuse to entertain the pain, it perpetuates.
I thought everything's coming to an end but it's again, self-deception.
Or can YOU teach me what to do?
Teach me how to lead a brand new life.
Thoughts of you are killing me.
Each time we coincide, we say hi, or worse, walk past like total strangers.
But my heart's yelling.
I'm certain no one hears, except myself.
I don't want the whole world to think I kept saying I'm moving on but there are always mentions of you.
Has it become part of me?
I don't have the slightest idea but I definitely want to take off this part of me without feeling any pain, though, not possible.
I REALLY TRIED.
But I realised when I jumble the words, I saw TIRED.
Am I too tired to try or I tried till I got tired?
I don't know.
Teach me.
Emo songs.
Reminisce.
Pictures.
Don't say I didn't try.
Perhaps I'm just not determined enough, not enough!
Did anyone think I'm not trying my best?
Maybe.
But neither do I want it this way!
I have not felt my heart literally hurt but now, even when I refuse to entertain the pain, it perpetuates.
I thought everything's coming to an end but it's again, self-deception.
Or can YOU teach me what to do?
Teach me how to lead a brand new life.
Thoughts of you are killing me.
Each time we coincide, we say hi, or worse, walk past like total strangers.
But my heart's yelling.
I'm certain no one hears, except myself.
I don't want the whole world to think I kept saying I'm moving on but there are always mentions of you.
Has it become part of me?
I don't have the slightest idea but I definitely want to take off this part of me without feeling any pain, though, not possible.
I REALLY TRIED.
But I realised when I jumble the words, I saw TIRED.
Am I too tired to try or I tried till I got tired?
I don't know.
Teach me.
it isn't your fault. you just don't know how.i guess what it takes is time. only time can probably slowly ease the pain away. for me, the pain still remains too. cheer up girl! take care!
ReplyDeleteGLGLGL!! the grass is always greener on the other side of the world!
ReplyDeleteJIAHUI: Thanks! :D
ReplyDeleteANONYMOUS: YC AH! REMEMBER to put your name can?! LOL! But then hor, I don't eat grass leh =xx
The moon is always rounder on the other side of the world too xD
ReplyDelete-.- This Angie ah. Really a bit the no link.
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