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Just as I thought, it's spreading really rapidly. And like it's been mentioned, maybe it's just so expected.

The moment I knew, I didn't tear, I didn't weep, I didn't even feel a tinge of sadness.
Perhaps it was just a sense of loss.
Till Melissa and I started SMS-ing and Jia Hui and I started chatting over MSN, I felt something.
I don't know if it was sadness or anything worse.
But the sense of loss wasn't eradicated anyway.

Spent 1 and a half days at Malaysia and came back, feeling nothing.

I talked over the phone and the feeling came.
It was sadness.
Accompanied by a little sympathy, anger and probably relief as well.
Still, the feeling of loss hasn't gone away.

As much as I'm angry with her, I know, that my anger will leave with her departure.
No matter how much I want to curse and swear, I believe she has rationalised and everything should come to an end.
I know she's doing fine in heaven. And she will be fine.

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  1. Jia HuiJune 13, 2007 at 12:20 AM

    and with all my heart, i hope so too. do take care my darling! (: meet up meet up! (:

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  2. AnonymousJune 13, 2007 at 4:29 AM

    YUPP!!!

    MOVIE MOVIE!

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