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I JUST NEEDED AN OUTLET TO RELIEVE STRESS AND VENT MY FRUSTRATIONS BECAUSE I PROMISED MYSELF I WILL NOT USE ANYMORE VULGARITY IN MY ENTRIES OR ANYWHERE ELSE. SO THIS SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY WAY OUT, PLUS PUTTING MY WORDS IN CAPS.

I TRIED TO LOOK FOR SOMEONE TO TALK TO BUT I CAME TO THINK OF IT, I GUESS NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SAYING BECAUSE I HAVE A PROBLEM EXPRESSING MYSELF RIGHT NOW. NO ONE'S JUST GOING TO SPEAK RIGHT IN A FIT OF ANGER.
HE'S THE STILL THE PERSON I WANT TO TALK TO BUT HE'S NEVER AVAILABLE SO YUP, LEAVE ME TO CONTINUE WITH MY CRAP HERE.

I'M TIRED OF THE LIES MADE UP BY MYSELF AND COVERING THESE LIES WITH MORE LIES.
I'M TIRED TO ARGUING EVERY NIGHT.
I'M TIRED OF KNOWING SOME CRUEL FACTS MYSELF BUT NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING.

THIS LIFE SO SUCKS.

Comments

  1. AnonymousMay 24, 2007 at 5:24 AM

    sometimes you'd feel nothing's going right for you.
    and curse.
    #$(^#)%@%
    haha i dun make any sense
    & i'm jus tryin to act cheem.
    haha.
    in any case;
    cheer up :]

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  2. AnonymousMay 24, 2007 at 8:57 AM

    xie le! (:

    ReplyDelete

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