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Cruelty of life.

So Zhi Wei, HuiMin and I went for the Chinese Riddle Competition without any preparation. And guess what? We got into the finals, though, didn't manage to emerge as the first three ultimately.
Perhaps it was not too bad after all. We won ourselves a $10 Popular voucher each! LOL. I wished it had been cash though =xxx

How on earth could she conceal her feelings that well? She was apparently unhappy, wasn't she? One sentence from her betrayed herself and it only made me feel that all along the issue was on her mind. At least I would feel better if I had known she's unhappy about it. So again, I saw the ugliness of life and maybe, the cruelty of it.

Tests and assignments are piling up, but my endurance level doesn't correspond. Still, I'm not adapted to my new life. Or do I even have a life now? I'm mad over what Darren said about me not having a life in JC. So am I frustrated because it's true or it's not?

Bowen has left us. There goes our 副帮主!Sad case. And now we have our new 副帮主 who is 马桶大哥 Wen Ting!LOL! Well it's been fun with the whole lot that makes me laugh all the time. Other than Zhi Wei HuiMin and Yu Han, I'm glad to have Brenda Wei Wei Deng Yuan Ma Rui Wen Ting around. Super crazy. At least it's like the only tiny little thing that makes me feel something for the college :/

Ya! If only PC for every session will be like today. Slackest PC lesson ever! Uncle Sia rocks my socks man. He must be the best PC teacher on earth :D



It's been two years. Yet the third won't come.

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