"u see me den turn ur head away"
He realised. He did. Haha.
Contented.
He realised. He did. Haha.
Contented.
This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...
lalala~~i am here~~
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i miss you guys,,but i dont haf time to go back to S'pore!!!>"<
take care!!
ps: u arent gonna beat me in chinese!! haha :P
luv ya!
^^~
你还真够欠打的！就连在这里也要这样看扁我！没关系！我们走着瞧吧！说不定你下次回新加坡之日就是我打败你之时！哈哈！保重了宝贝！
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