Thoughts of the day.
1. I think I enjoy their company most. Angie, Zhi Wei, Felicia, Yuci, Yuyuan, Zi Rui, Stheng, Hui Ting, Max, Zhuang Wei, and Jian Dong. I can't feel happier. Outings with the others are too scary and are merely fleeting moments. This bunch, I love them too much. Some of us went to kbox today. My first time singing into the mic. I enjoyed, despite having to sing Feng. And, I feel closer to them, each time we meet up.
2. Ever since that incident, I guess I'm afraid to think so much already. Maybe I shouldn't fall in love again. Or perhaps I shouldn't have crushes on anyone anymore. Scary thing to do. I'm in no position at all.
3. Last night, I thought of the only song he taught me when I was like 3 or 4? Yeah, that childhood song.. ke ren lai.. kan pa pa.... Don't know why but yup, it suddenly came to my mind that he used to carry me and teach me this song when I was still a toddler. Now, I don't even want to address him.
4. I hate to think that we have drifted. We have been so good friends all these years but now, we don't even talk more than ten sentences each day?
5. Haven't met Rahil and Badd for quite some time. Miss you people loads and tonnes. Please meet up soon. Sorry about today. Love Fiesta held me up.
6. Maybe I am the one who hasn't moved on. I'm not used to life without them. Too dependent in the past, must be. Alright, I'm learning to get on with it though. Think I got to pick up fast because it's a matter of time that I get over this.
7. Gasping already. But kind of enjoy allowing my eyes to swim in tears lately. Life's too busy or what? Shrugs. Never-ending lectures and tutorials, assignments keep piling up. More and more parent letters that are self-written to avoid interrogations from teachers. Sleepless nights, awful dreams. Oh yucks, get lost.
8. I'm telling myself to stay strong already.
If anyone is going to embrace me, please do so for a longer period of time. I think I need it badly, really badly. I'm worn out.
1. I think I enjoy their company most. Angie, Zhi Wei, Felicia, Yuci, Yuyuan, Zi Rui, Stheng, Hui Ting, Max, Zhuang Wei, and Jian Dong. I can't feel happier. Outings with the others are too scary and are merely fleeting moments. This bunch, I love them too much. Some of us went to kbox today. My first time singing into the mic. I enjoyed, despite having to sing Feng. And, I feel closer to them, each time we meet up.
2. Ever since that incident, I guess I'm afraid to think so much already. Maybe I shouldn't fall in love again. Or perhaps I shouldn't have crushes on anyone anymore. Scary thing to do. I'm in no position at all.
3. Last night, I thought of the only song he taught me when I was like 3 or 4? Yeah, that childhood song.. ke ren lai.. kan pa pa.... Don't know why but yup, it suddenly came to my mind that he used to carry me and teach me this song when I was still a toddler. Now, I don't even want to address him.
4. I hate to think that we have drifted. We have been so good friends all these years but now, we don't even talk more than ten sentences each day?
5. Haven't met Rahil and Badd for quite some time. Miss you people loads and tonnes. Please meet up soon. Sorry about today. Love Fiesta held me up.
6. Maybe I am the one who hasn't moved on. I'm not used to life without them. Too dependent in the past, must be. Alright, I'm learning to get on with it though. Think I got to pick up fast because it's a matter of time that I get over this.
7. Gasping already. But kind of enjoy allowing my eyes to swim in tears lately. Life's too busy or what? Shrugs. Never-ending lectures and tutorials, assignments keep piling up. More and more parent letters that are self-written to avoid interrogations from teachers. Sleepless nights, awful dreams. Oh yucks, get lost.
8. I'm telling myself to stay strong already.
If anyone is going to embrace me, please do so for a longer period of time. I think I need it badly, really badly. I'm worn out.
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