On CNY

before i reached home, things to blog flooded my mind.
but now that i'm in front of the computer, everything disappears.
maybe my memory's failing me. haha.

first and foremost, i think zhi en is really really cute!

and then, met weibin when i went to buy sweettalk.
cuter than before! and as gentlemanly as before =D

i think the luckiest people in 4d1 are ah dong, tiff, bteng and me.
because we can heave our long awaited sighs of relief after 2.15 pm today.
but yeah, one more lap to go, and got to change to full gear soon.



things are no longer the same.
i said i will let nature take its course. and i am trying.
what if the good friend who makes you upset asks you to cheer up, not knowing that she has made you feel upset?
what if your good friend tells you that you are not her good friend?
i never really thought of any solutions before anything happens.
i just panicked when it happens, and it becomes too late.

i feel like singing "every little thing i do, never seems enough for you".



almost everything about you has always been placed at the top of my life's priorities.
not the first, but the top few.
but to you, i know i was never even at the bottom.
you can walk past me, treating me like a total stranger, like you never knew me.
and i'm fine with that. who says it doesn't hurt?
it does, but i can live with this hurt, because i know why i'm hurting.
why is it that whatever i do, it has to be because i have a motive?