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An empty room can be so deafening, the silence makes you wanna scream.
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name, and burned the picture in a frame.
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried, well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up, to watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me, but couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away, you stole my life, just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how i try, i can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person that you used to be, the one i want who wanted me.
And that's a shame but, there's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes.
And i can't go on that way.
And so i'm letting go of everything we were.
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

Sometimes you hold so tight, it slips right through your hands.
Will i ever understand?


jay's latest album isn't that good actually.
i think november's chopin is the best. because it holds the most beautiful memories of s.h.e.
we enjoyed listening to every song, especially feng.
makes me kind of regret pre-ordering the latest album.

been feeling broken since yesterday.
but THANKS BEN!
i have got something off my chest after letting it out.

but feel sad about not taking the picture. been waiting for 5 years!
well, have to wait for another year then.

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I'll never understand.

Some people, you try to break them before you build them. Some people, you are only remembered by them when they need your help. Some people, you spend time trying to change them only to realise you were never someone who could impact their lives. Some people, they hurt you so much but you know, they are just not worth it. So, don't bother. ASPIRE 2010 was a screwed yet another learning experience for me this time. I'd really like to thank my fellow peers for going through shit with me. And thank goodness that I believe in miracles. You never know what happens until the last minute, really. I never felt so shagged, and devastated about people.

All the small things.

So blonde Neo came with a packet of sushi and my chrysanthemum tea and Mr. Bean's pancakes. We continued to gorge ourselves with cones (actually just 2) of Cornetto which I bought to reward myself after a long time of not having eaten ice cream. We studied and also watched The Family Court. I really feel sad for AhWU that everyones hates his Leshan role but I guess he's right that actors and actresses like to see audiences' reactions towards their acting. What a breakthrough for him! Had supper with Shirl and Eh Chris! at somewhere nearby. Continued to study with Angie and we (or rather I) had a bad night because she was coughing quite badly. Blonde Neo I tell you, you better start drinking bottles of water when you get home today. NO MORE CHIPS!!! I'm watching you.... So anyway, in the morning we had Mac breakfast and Angie FINALLY invited me to her house wheeeeeeeee. Happening hor? Meeting the climates (Auntie Rainbow, Sunshine boy and Rain) later to celebrate mid-aut...