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An empty room can be so deafening, the silence makes you wanna scream.
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name, and burned the picture in a frame.
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried, well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up, to watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me, but couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away, you stole my life, just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how i try, i can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person that you used to be, the one i want who wanted me.
And that's a shame but, there's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes.
And i can't go on that way.
And so i'm letting go of everything we were.
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

Sometimes you hold so tight, it slips right through your hands.
Will i ever understand?


jay's latest album isn't that good actually.
i think november's chopin is the best. because it holds the most beautiful memories of s.h.e.
we enjoyed listening to every song, especially feng.
makes me kind of regret pre-ordering the latest album.

been feeling broken since yesterday.
but THANKS BEN!
i have got something off my chest after letting it out.

but feel sad about not taking the picture. been waiting for 5 years!
well, have to wait for another year then.

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