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sorry angie, jiahui and yinghao for being late yesterday.
won't be late next monday =/

how nice would it be if novday wasn't history?
if jiahui was late, angie has yinghao and i have tecky.
or angie has me and tecky has yinghao.
if angie was late, i have jiahui and yinghao has tecky.
if i was late, angie has jiahui and yinghao has tecky.
or angie has yinghao and jiahui has tecky.
if tecky was late,

nah. he won't.
because 5 of us won't even have the chance to have breakfast together.

i guess i will really need a trip to the beach and shout my lungs and heart out.
can't get that irritating and painful feeling off my chest.
wait. ley and i were discussing about love hurts this afternoon.
is there love that doesn't hurt?
i don't know and i don't care.
because i think i won't really get a definite answer, for everyone has a different definition.

earlier on, many things went through my brain and i have got loads of things to blog about.
but then, my mind's blank now.

oh yeah, i'm done with the book.
at least mark and alice are still together in the end.
an ending which i can probably accept better, for i never liked sad endings.

looks like my feelings are slowly drained and perhaps that will make me stay strong.
i wished all these will perpetuate but if they really won't, i won't go against my own feelings.
by then, you probably won't even be my friend anymore.

words i got to drop:

mhd baddruddin!
hey fellow slacker! thanks for listening yeah. STOP SLACKING! i got to challenge you in amaths so you better mug hard till you cmi! okay, that sounded familiar.. haha!

jiahui - all i wanted to say i have msged you(:

angie - you have been nice and i thank god i'm part of novday(: please take care.

yinghao - same to you and relax a bit okay? chills. you have us(:

csk - you'd better be reading this. i love sharing your heartache and all. just hope you don't find me irritating. mug hard, cause' you got to enter SA. YONG GONG DU SHU!

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