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the song just keeps ringing in my head.
we weren't supposed to share many memories, but i can't stop thinking about times we shared.
anyone else can tell me how bad you are, but i never really got them.
perhaps the little time we ever spent together, as friends, were when you were good.

i want to forget you and i don't want to.
this isn't really contradicting, is it?
it shouldn't be, since my heart told me that.



love hurts.

let the person who makes you think love hurts be x.

look at the different scenarios.

eq 1: you are super close to x but you couldn't tell x that you love x = hurt
eq 2: you told x that you love x and you start avoiding x or x avoids you = hurt
eq 3: you seldom talk to x and can only look at x from a distance = hurt
eq 4: x doesn't know you love x and you wished you could tell x that = hurt
eq 5: x is so near yet so far = hurt
eq 6: you don't often get to see x and you start reminiscing the good times = hurt
eq 7: you are already with x and nothing's really wrong = hurt
eq 8: you want x to be happy = hurt
eq 9: you miss x = hurt
eq 10: you see x = hurt
eq 11: you see x and y together = hurt, where y can be known or unknown.

eq1 + eq2 + eq3 + eq4 + eq5 + eq6 + eq7 + eq8 + eq9 + eq10 + eq11 = hurt, to the power of infinity.


BUT, again, you get hurt because of the x factor.


which equation did you get?



my heart's aching.

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