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Everybody's talking
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don't want their sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
By why'd you have to go
And make a mess like that
Well I just have say, before I let go

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
Cause what you did was low

No, I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
'Cept I never thought
It'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
This to show, for all the time I loved you so, so


i did not see this coming.
this song was probably written for someone who felt the same way as i did.

this happens all the time, i have no idea why.
why do you lie to me each time i started trusting you again?
but this time, really, i shall turn a blind eye.

perhaps i lie too much.
that my friends don't trust me.
that even my friends lie to me.
they are my FRIENDS, not schoolmates.

mr tan could be right.
as we mature, we should be able to accept realities better.
otherwise, that's being childish, if we think things are more complicated.

i'm childish.

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