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sweet 16?

can't believe i share the same birthday as MISS KOH.
LOL.

people wished me.
THANK YOU. (:

YUYUAN
TECKSING
HUIMIN
YINGHAO
JIAHUI
MELISSA
STHENG

SHIRLEEN
ZIRUI
ANGIE
CHRISTOPHER
TSUHUI
MICHAEL
SHANLING
SHAUN
SINI
SHUYI
PEISIN
JAVIER
NICOLLE
MAX
STHER
FERNANDO
RAHIL
ARIFF
QIMEI
BIANCA
BERVYN
KINMENG
WENSI
YANHONG

KIANWEE
FUYU
YIXUAN
GERALDINE

GUOMIN
CLEMENT
LIYANA
XIAOWEI
SHIRLYN
QUEENIE

believe it or not, KINMENG and CLEMENT wished me.
LOL.
if it was in the past and CLEMENT had wished me, i'd appreciate it.
but now, SORRY BUT I DON'T.

people gave me presents and letters too.
THANK YOU again. (:

YUYUAN
TECKSING
HUIMIN
YINGHAO
JIAHUI
MELISSA

ZIRUI
ANGIE
TSUHUI
MICHAEL
SHAUN
PEISIN
JAVIER
MAX
STHER
QIMEI
BIANCA
KIANWEE

MINHUI
ZHUANGWEI
SAMANTHA
ZENIA
HUILING
SHIRLEY


woke up with a kinda bad mood.
my mum didn't wish me for the first time.
my dad, as usual, didn't know the occasion.
at least when i returned home, my mum did like previous years.
kissed and hugged me.

no matter how many presents, letters, wishings i received, i just feel so blue.
and at the workshop, GARY totally hurt my feelings.

i didn't feel like it was my birthday last year.
neither did i feel like it this year.
i have forgotten how it was supposed to feel like, i guess.

somehow, that slap from darren told me something.
i ought to have thicker skin to cover up my inner self.













on this day, my heart broke.

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