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thoughts of the year.

almost died in the morning.
of starvation. because i ate my first meal of the day at 3.30 p.m.
of pain. because of cramps + gastric. haha.

i never tried listening to the radio for so long!
haha. indeed. i didn't stop listening today.
10 hours!

perfect ten top100 countdown and yes933 top100 countdown.
sorry, i chose perfect ten. =xx
because i anticipated THE REASON too much. =/
but, my anticipation was in vain. LOL.

these are hits i used to love or those i still love.
#99 - BLUE! only words i know.
#60 - BACKSTREET BOYS. incomplete.
#43 - eminem. just lose it.
#39 - KELLY CLARKSON! since you been gone.
#36 - KELLY CLARKSON! behind these hazel eyes.
#34 - usher caught up.
#30 - brian mcfadden & delta goodrem. ALMOST HERE.
#28 - lifehouse. you and me.
#27 - maroon 5. sunday morning.
#24 - ryan cabrera. true.
#19 - alicia keys. karma.
#17 - rob thomas. lonely no more.
#09 - KELLY CLARKSON! BECAUSE OF YOU!
#08 - MARIAH CAREY! WE BELONG TOGETHER!
#05 - SIMPLE PLAN! untitled.
#03 - frankie J. obsession.

#01 - JAMES BLUNT. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.

#01 in 2004 - THE REASON.

LOL. okay. at least when they played back the 2004's first song, i felt something growing in my heart. i can't name it. just a very strong feeling. LOL.

well, i want to say. in that list above, almost here is still the best. (:

anyway, i do feel kind of weird to listen to perfect ten again.
after all i have quitted that long ago. =xx

damn it. my brother needs to use the com.
i wanted to post a long entry actually. -.-

okay. time check: 10.47 p.m.
1 hour plus more to 2006.
which means i'm waving goodbye to 2005.
oh well, FINALLY.
i should think 2005 hasn't been a good year for me?
maybe that explains my enthusiasm of bidding it farewell.

the start of 2005, i thought, was a good one for MELISSA and me.
haha. because we were known as the best of friends in 2004.
but, things took a change and i guess we both regretted our choice.
yea, CHINESE LITERATURE.
even so, i'm sure we will still work hard for the o's. right MELISSA? (:

i'm glad i made things up with JIAHUI.
that got to be the best thing that happened to me in 2005. (:
THANK YOU JIAHUI! (:

and then, the thing that i hated most.
cold war with RAHIL.
3 months! awesome isn't it?! =xx
but, at least this obstacle has made me realise that i can't afford to lose such a best friend. (:

GUIDES!
actually i know i was the only leader who did not bother to put any heart and soul into guides. but i promise, i did work hard for the PL post! but that's not the thing. i have realised how much i love SHEENA and SINI! (: they are certainly two of my best friends in guides! (:

3D1. speechless? =xx
the thing i enjoyed most in this class was the laughter we shared during my OUXIANG's a.k.a MRS JOYCE TAN's lessons and LAU's! hee.
and not to forget, the fabulous 3d1 gathering! (:

class tee.
about this, i shall not elaborate. because i felt insulted.
and i promise i won't submit anymore designs in the upcoming year.

carnival. i hate it.
i seriously hate it! and i won't want to be in charge anymore.
i must be cautious about JUNRONG next year!
otherwise he passes me the form again without my knowledge of what's going on.

NOVDAY!
JIAHUI, ANGELINE, YINGHAO AND TECKY!
I LOVE THEM!
let me quote yinghao's words. keke.
that is, they have given me valuable friendship!
THANK YOU SWEETIES, for being with me all the time! (:
i enjoyed the times we spent together! truckloads!
15/11, 28/11 and 23/12!

okay, a sudden loss of words.
i shall be back!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:



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