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GUYS?they don't mean a thing to me.

i breathe in hard and i breathe out hard. just to hold back my temper.
i don't want to throw my temper, i really don't want to.
no point throwing temper, wasting energy on people who are not worth my time.

and wait. maybe guys do mean something to me.
great friends like YINGHAO, TECKSING, ZIRUI.
although yinghao are tecksing are ... girls? LOL.

okay, it was supposed to be a lovely day today and IT SHALL BE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE! (:


we went to wcp to celebrate angie's birthday. (:
lunched at mac. it was a filling lunch. haha.
then ate cake! quite tasty. yummies.

angie and jiahui went roller blading while the other 3 of us went to blow BUBBLES.
alamak. THEY'RE JUST SO LOVELY. too bad i didn't snap any shots.
then all 5 of us ended up on a see-saw. GREAT. i love it.

tried everything we wanted. take pictures and more.
i had a peaceful day. i enjoyed the breeze. the sand. the atmosphere.
dear angeline, i hope you loved your day. (:

dinner was damn filling because i had it at the food centre and at home.
don't say i'm not FAT. that's merely CONSOLATION. lol.

and yup, i enjoy company of shi.yi.yue.tian. hahah.

i want to voice out something.
A CLASS GATHERING IS NOT THAT EASY TO ORGANISE.
i have organised numerous does not mean it's EASY.
i have succeeded does not mean i ENJOY organising them.

i'm seriously SICK AND TIRED.

"Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?"
-Mary Manin Morrissey

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