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time with WINGS?

i guess yinghao is right.
TIME FLIES.
i didn't like 3d1o5.
but now, still okay ba. much better i guess.
though still don't have that sense of belonging.
must hesitate when i step into the classroom. lol.

i just have this feeling that i'm going to flunk my eoy so badly. =/
a-maths, my FAVOURITE subject, is getting tougher.
chem, the subject i THOUGHT was INTERESTING, is getting boring.
chinese, one subject i really like, is getting challenging.
english, a subject i used to be QUITE good at, is getting crushed under me because of my lousy interpretation skills.
social studies, that fearful subject that makes me SHIVER, is getting SCARIER.

i want to just shut myself up in a room and study all the way.
but i can't.
there's always something that's bothering me.

one's mind is to be clear when meditating.
i guess that will only mean i can't ever meditate.













no offence, but i'm really fucked up.

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