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if time freezes at this minute..

it's time to forget.

just had my dinner.
as usual, alone.
out of 7 days in a week, i eat at the same table with my family only once - saturday.
yea, family.
but not a WHOLE one.
can't really recall when's the last time 7 of us ate a decent meal together.
ha. this is my life.

and yea, today's dinner particularly sucks.
can't digest the food.
probably because my heart is bleeding..

IT'S FRIDAY, finally.
p.e was great, seeing zhuang wei run in such funneh manner.
and junhong, almost couldn't have father's day! hahah!

can you believe it?
i actually dozed off at chinese remedial. lol.
but yuyuan, zirui and max woke me up with their 'powers'.
hahah.

had workshop after that.
extreme BOREDOM okay.
i thought my english is bad enough. he's not any better. =x

but so what?
people is PROFESSOR leh.
me neh?
PROFESS-IONAL at FAILING and SLACKING.
hai, failure.

i don't wish to turn and look. my eyeballs didn't want to roll in that direction either.
but it's an uncontrollable action.

busy month for me.
need to prepare for eoy exams + o level chinese paper.
but that's not all.
got heritage trail project thing and MAD project.
i ain't the one suffering, i know.
but i'm really scared.

i really am.

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