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give me a BREAK.

i really want to use the com very badly.
so please allow me to blog. =xx

track playing: the reason.

okies dokies. today's papers made me so diffident.
i'm gone case.
CHINESE - supposed to be guolian's best subject?

but this will be the first time in history,

THAT GUOLIAN FAILS CHINESE.

i desperately hope i'm not saying HI to sec3 AGAIN?
god bless me man.

sick! absent on tue!
like WA?! second record of the year.
i wasn't supposed to be proud of that though.

i need sleep very badly.
i love my bed.
i love my pillow.
i love my bolster.


well, a surprise for me today.

why did you appear in my dream and destroy it?



you used to replace the loneliness in my heart with joy.
but now you have replaced the happiness with EMPTINESS.

i hate it.




sorry.
please blame me.

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