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what am i to do?go away and leave me alone.

the last time we talked was one week from now i guess.
15th July.

16th...
17th...
18th...
19th...
20th...
21st...
22nd...

yup. seven days. which makes up just a perfect week.

well. this time. i chose it this way.
so just get lost and leave me alone.
let me hate you for who you are.

must i thank you for what you have done?
what's becoming of me?
a girl who hasn't cried for the past 2 years. suddenly cried 10 times this year.
she was never absent from school for the past 2 years. suddenly she pon-ed school this year. even though for only one short day.
this happened after she has known him.
bloody hell. what is this? madness.

thanks i should say. for inflicting so much pain on me.
i'm tired. my sec3 life was supposed to be interesting, lucid, adventurous.
but you have spoiled everything.
great. how great.


stop all this crap.



first lesson today was maths. iya. sianity =x
second was physics. tan bee bee was absent. so i was singing with zirui as usual. hee.
mother tongue. nothing new. with hong lao shi luo suo-ing again.
one lesson left after recess. cme. and mr tan was in charge of the pri sch folks competition blah blah blah.
so we went fooling around. zirui and i singing again. wahahaha.

went for lunch with mel,sther,na,nic,nini,peng peng and bteng.
bloated neh! and went back to school and blah blah blah.
went pei tong again. taught footdrills -.-
sianity civilisation.
i bet they loved the dari kana angkat satu dwa bilang part. since they hate me so much. LOL.
fierce? i am fierce? biang eh. i was speaking with a louder tone that's all. ain't it? =x
shouted so much that i'm down with a bad throat now. argh.

ha. guess what?
i'm back to counselling people, i think.

yet now i seriously need some counselling.

but you're not there anymore.






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