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be happy with wat you have.
well.
dunno wat i'm trying to mean up dere.
jz feel tt all my regrets are unnecessary.
zuo ren yao zhi zu chang le.
true enough.
we must be contented with wat we have.
shldnt be greedy huh?
lol.
tho i am sure things wont go back like how they were in e past le.
i am happy enough jz to c e familiar figure every nw and den.

i really wonder if you find those words familiar.
- step out in faith -
tt was wat you told me.
i didnt forget.
but i guess you did.

i wanted to say out sth tt i have had in mind for so long.
but when i browse thru her blog.
i guess i btr dun.
i didnt noe wat i wanted to say was exactly same as hers.
oh god.
y is tt so?
lol.

met mel and chubby cheong early this morning.
had prata at kopitiam.
den met nini.
and headed off to sch.

we were down dere chatting away den mr murali walked towards us.
phew.
tot he wanted to scold us for going to sch so early.
cos sec4s having o's ma.
lol.
but he only wanted us to help him with sth.
lol.
den ms shelley lau down dere yell yell yell.
we so scared til we left e sch lor.
lol.
eventually returned.
they went for guides while i did my own work alone at umbrella area.

it was enough.
by allowing me to c tt familiar backview jz once.
thou i really wanted to c e 'bespectacled' version.
lol !!!

went to look at track pants with them aft they were dismissed.
den mel and i went to meet yh at mac.
e familiar soul was ard.
tts y i said i am really contented le.
lol.

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