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you broke my heart into two.
dunno y.
yesterday actually not sad de.
now den sad.
dunno y.
ouch.
my heart hurts.
haiz.
maybe i shld hv guessed it ma.
y i so dumb.
now den discover.
haiz.
forget it.
anw.
nothing can change this cruel fact.
y i so dumb.
keep thinking bout it.
now talking to yiqin.
sian siarh.
ha LoL.
today no guides.
heng.
last nite talked to limin almost for 2hrs.
we shared some deep secrets.
ha LoL.
jun rong sent me a video.
very funny.
must thank him ba.
cos it was funny.
it made me laugh.
thou after laughing.i stil quite sad.
dunno y.
really dunno y.
maybe not bcos of that.
but bcos e whole world is ignoring me.
for e first time.
i didn receive a single msg in one day.
hah.
maybe i m too used to msgs everyday.
ha LoL.
i saw sther display pic.
her neoprint with limin.
very nice.
yesterday finally took with kexian le.
wan to take with kaixin.
mel and michelle as well.
hmmm.
no hmwk.
dunno wat to do.
waiting for someone to be online.
cos i wan to c his nick.
i wan to c it with my own eyes.
wan to go out.
but mum sure dun allow.
feel like going to library.
but wont study thou.
lol.

guolovesduncan
3.18pm

there was a first time.
she turned out to be my friend.
there was a second time.
she stil turned out to my friend.
i dun wan a third anymore.
never.

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