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haiz.
haiz.
dunno wats wrong today.
confused man.
haiz.
first is royce msg me during lessons.
bout something.
til now i stil feel so guilty.
haiz.
all bcos of me n my big mouth.
haiz.
idiotic me.
den after school.
i c him.
obviously i avoiding him.
but dunno he noe or not.
haiz.
i feel like banging my head against a pillar.
haiz.
i really feel so bad.
very very bad.
haiz.
anyway.
today didnt eat anything at all.
only a tuna sandwich after school.
but some 'hypocrite' appeared in front of me.
made me lose my appetite.
lol.
den after that some pple go take e eng competition.
actually walked home with yiqin de.
den at e bus stop.
waited very long.
suddenly siao siao wan go back to school.
so went back and saw jun rong lo.
den we talked cock here and there.
den yuyuan gave me e free concert ticket.
wOoT!
thanks to him.
den i can go de.
keke.
den waited for jiahui they all come out lo.
den we went home le.
so i quickly bathed and changed.
met shawn and jun rong.
den we go mac makan.
cos i really darn hungry!!!
heh.
ate 6nuggets only thou.
saw mel and zirui and shirlyn hl n tingyou weiyan kaixin and lots.
den after eating.
jun rong and me ran out of mac.
actually wanted to hide from shawn de.
but too bad.
he too alert le.
saw us den ran so DARN fast!!
haha.
so we took e mrt and took same one as kaixin and her friends.
she hai wo siarh.
i walked past those 5b2 pple den they intro themselves to me.
i looked so idiotic.
ha lol.
den we talked lotsa crap inside e train.
den finally alighted at raffles place den found our way dere.
saw lotsa pple le.
kian wee yinghao wei sheng zhuang wei and lots.
i saw him.
but didnt say hi.
i think i'm not fit to.
dunno y.
lol.
den we go wait for sther they all.
saw val in her skirt.
damn chio man!!!
hahaha.
when we were seated.
sheena suddenly told me he come le.
i turned back.
saw him.
but with her.
perhaps it was a coincidence.
perhaps......
who knows.
lol.
den e concert was nice.
thou i believe i was more focused on talking to jiahui and sheena.
keke.
esp sheena.
kept on ka jiao-ing me and jiahui.
she lame siarh.
sms me when she was actually behind me.
den we took lotsa pics with miss soh and peepz after that.
i saw him again.
but i too stubborn.
purposely pretend not to c him.
when apparently he is jus in front of me.
but when i felt like catching a glimpse of him.
he's gone.
haiz.
den we took train home.
before that limin almost lost her wallet.
worried til like siao.
we talked lotsa crap and took lotsa pics oso.
den mum fetched me home le.
wah.
i am darn hungry.
ha lol.
hmmm.
til now.
i dunno whether to believe wat i heard.
i believe but at e same time doubt.
confused.
haiz.
seeing him only makes me feel guilty and depressed.
haiz.
great fun today.
ya.
think so.

guolovesduncan
11.39pm

when i feel like seeing you.
yet i seem to avoid you.
does it mean i like you?
i wonder.

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