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cold day.
today rained and rained.
cold day man.
morning met bteng as usual.
saw something again.
but pple tell me not to blif wat i saw.
how am i supposed to not blif my own eyes?
haiz watever la.
dunno wat to say.
today got spring cleaning.
very fun.
haha lol.
after school talking to yh at umbrella area.
saw him.
first time can stand so near him w/o saying hi.
lol.
den went to ginza with tsu hui.
we talked and talked.
shared deep secrets.
haha lol.
den went to imm to join limin stheng sther.
went with junrong tsuhui chris yh.
sian man.
shldnt have gone.
stupid junrong.
strangle my neck so hard til now stil pain.
but bcos i snatched his phone la.
gee lol.
den went home with jun rong.
saw lyn and her ahem clement tang.
lol.
sian sian sian.
bad mood today.
feel like crying.
but i cannot.
i told jiahui i dun always cry.
and she even told me she hasnt seen me cry before.
ha lol.
den i shall keep e record?
haha.
i aint that fragile.
i noe how to act.
i noe how to put up a strong font.
thou i was like a walking zombie jus now.
ha lol.
time to call jiahui le.
tml step down ceremony.
wil miss them.
ha lol.

guolovesduncan
8.41pm

didnt expect we could walk past each other.
w/o saying a single word.
it hurts thou.
you saw my heart shatter?
ya they did.
into millions pieces.

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