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a stab in e heart.
today released late from school.
cos got com class.
this morning bteng late so i went to school alone.
but darn hungry so went to buy something to eat at e bakery.
saw him when i stepped into e school.
in other words.
today he was earlier den me.
perhaps it was meant to be like that.
i somehow purposely lowered my head.
we walked past each other.
some sort of.
but didnt say hi.
but anyway it was always like that.
we say only when ***** is around.
but i believe he doesnt really wan to c me too.
lol.
everyone was tired today.
siti didnt come.
max and weijie oso.
today's pe game was lousy.
thou good enough that we girls put up a show.
mr tay knew that thou.
poor yingpeng sprained her leg.
limped and limped.
lol.
cher played e scooby doo during home econs.
i slept thru out.
1 whole hour.
mrs lee absent today.
so ms moo took over.
that means 3periods of maths.
was obviously boring.
i slept for e last 10min.
ms moo complimented that i was quiet thou.
lol lol lol. =p
luan lao shi gave hols hw during chinese lessons.
den rest of lesson talked cock in class.
after school went to kfc to makan.
girls got me jiahui ying peng limin min sther stheng tsu hui.
guys got yinghao wei sheng kian wee.
by e time we finished eating and go back to school.
was like 2.20 le.
i dun c him.
not at all.
maybe he went home.
maybe he went out with her.
maybe he was stil in school.
jus that i didnt c him.
who knows.
i dun wan to be suspicious of him.
cos i m not fit to.
anyway is his own freedom.
lol.
com class was a torture.
darn cold in e lab.
min and i hao bu rong yi got a chance to get out to go toilet.
ha lol.
after that went home with yuyuan and yingpeng.
finished dinner le.
darn bloated.

i miss you.

guolovesduncan and sheena ng? hahaha.
7.48pm

now i have pictures in e distance.
even though it seems a million miles.
but dere wil be no space between us.

Currently listening to: Blue-no goodbyes
Currently feeling: up and down

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