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a friend lost.
guess i lost a friend today. a friend i hv known for 1 yr n 17days. but maybe it isnt a bad thing ba. anyway we always walk past each other w/o even saying a hi. jus as if we dunno each other at all. i hv nv talked to him BEFORE too. moreover. again n again. he seems to prove to me all e time that i m not worth his trust. since i hv left such bad impression on him. i c no point in being friends with him le. hope i hv done e right thing. haiz...

jus now actually went to mac. but too many pple le. so went to kfc. cos that chris n ouxiang wan go dere ma. n i said i wld treat them. but they win liao la. last min go home oso nv tell me. so stheng min-ah sther n me go makan dere lo. den met a retarded boy. kept on ka jiao-ing us. esp stheng. she must be so mad le. den min-ah n sther n me dunno y la. laugh like siao. ha. chris called back when i almost finished my meal. win liao la. tell me he meeting ouxiang in half an hour. dumb. he said that cos he i knew i wan to c ouxiang ma... ugh... in e end made me wait for nothing. thou i stil saw ouxiang in mac.

den went back pri sch. saw shaun josh xf n him. saw mrs kee ms hee n zhang lao shi. den stupid shaun made me go to mac again but nv accepted my treat la. when he told me he wanted one. i went for nothing again... ugh... anyway. for e whole one hour. i nv talked to e him... as usual lo.. which is good thou.

haiz. cant blif wat i m doing now. bleahx. i m so dumb!!! haiz. go study home econs le la...

guolovesduncan
8.13pm

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