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let e music heal your soul..
y?
y is tis so?
y is it tat even my best fren.
b such a wet blanket.
when i m already down.
on another side.
y did my good fren.
reveal a secret.
tat shud b kept?
dere is no true love.
but is dere no true frenz as well?
i seem to b lost.
i seem to b out of place.
tis world is so dark.
who wud brighten up tis place?
and let me recognise e pple?
e pple who are real and true?

++ let e music heal your soul.. ++

morning woke up at 10.14 and wrote names on some of my new books. at 11am. switched on e tv and watched tat my fair princess. 11.37am. had mee goreng for "breakfast". den after tat continued to watch tv.

in e afternoon. dad's frenz came. lunch was chicken rice. but i was busy using e com so i din eat. now. 3.06pm. sitting in front of e com. staring into e com screen. eating chicken rice. which is my lunch. mood swings again? mayb. perhaps. -shrugs-

short entry today. mayb wud write more in e evening or at nite. din enjoy my lunch. when one is unhappy. e food consumed tastes bland. mayb. but tis is my principle? mayb. perhaps. i can turn to no one rite now.

today is wj's bdae. just called him not long ago to wish him happy bdae. din even thank me. lol=x.

shawn told hc tat i hacked into his msn acc and showed limin tat she was under a certain category. + crap + looks lyk everyone's interested to know limin's reaction. was i in e wrong to do tat? i din do it on purpose! it was unintentional. but i seem to b e bad guy again. okiez. i quit. i dunno wat to do. no comments. well afterall. limin's so chio. lol=xx. a nice girl indeed. popular among everyone. liked by everyone. v cool oso. esp when playing netball. lol=x.

i aint petty. but no one understands. i m . s p e e c h l e s s.

++ end ++

loving x duncan x

let e music heal your soul.
let e music take control.
let e music give you.
e power to move any mountain.

Currently listening to: [lotsa pple]'s let e music heal your soul
Currently feeling: listless

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