dark clouds gathering..
mayb.
perhaps.
you shud tell me.
we are just frenz.
though i know tat.
but i wan to hear it from you.
i guess i wud not give up.
and i dun hv to give up.
cos in e first place i haven pinned any hopes.
but let me know.
we are frenz.
are we?
++ dark clouds gathering.. ++
woke up at 7.06 in e morning and got changed into my uniform. or i min e shirt only. skirt was v crumpled. tried to look for another one. but couldnt find it at all. guess it was missing. so told my maid to iron e crumpled one. den when i was all ready. opened door n got ready to walk to school. yiwen so !@#$%^&* one. lol=x. at tat time den sms to tell me rmb to bring shi ji tat chinese book.so i went back to my house. n rmb tat e book was in my box. which was gonna b moved to e new house soon. so i had a hard time looking for e book n den rushed to school. den on my way dere. saw a big dog. tat dumb dog seemed to b following me or something. of cos. i was scared. lol=x. so i walked at e grass patch. so sway. dere was a pit but of cos i not so dumb to fall into it. one foot just almost slided in and almost sprained my ankle. but lucky din. den almost reached le. yiwen kept calling. asked me where i was. haiz. anw. when i reached. was darn hungry. but dunno wat to eat. so bought a Hersheys at 7eleven. wanted to buy kinderbueno but din tot of tat in e first place. heh=x. anw. i cant survive without chocolates. so anw wud do. lol=x. [big hint ah. lol=x]
took bus 196 to nhss. was getting sian. so scared oso. cos din finish e presentation. was afraid of kana scolding from teacher. lol=x. but still went dere and waited for e teachers and pple to arrive. groups were presenting their slides and reports and watever crap den finally our group. we explained everything to yanyi and evelyn and hoped they could present out last min work well so tat we could pass tis round. lol=x. heng siarh~ teacher din scold at all. but gave comments to let us improve on our work. e diff teachers helped us alot. heng heng heng~ lol=x. den finally e lesson ended. another nice teacher brought us some snacks. but dun feel lyk eating. but e funny teacher said muz eat at least one bun or we were not supposed to leave. lol=x. so yiwen and i were forced to eat a bun. den finally left.
we went back to school. many pple were still dere. ncc guys. np pple. guides. st johns. band esp. at umbrella area providing pple with free music. lol=x. but e first bunch of pple i saw when i walked into e school was sec2 n sec3 guides. they having footdrill i suppose. saw baoyue liyi limei and melissa. their o's were over. muz b relaxed le. anw. we went to toilet first. den saw medwin. just said hi. den went off le. after tat looked for a table to settle down so we could set our qns for e survey form for our mentorship thingy. we were only looking around. looking for shuai ge i guess. or she was only looking e band members concentrating on their playing of instruments? wateva la. heck. heh=x.
we set some qns le den e band pple got break. we pulled esther ng n tsu hui to answer qns. but we were only talking crap. lol=x. i passed esther ng and tsu hui their xmas cards. i got it ready long time ago. din hv many stamps. so couldnt send it to them. heh=x. they were happy. kept saying thank you. lol=]
i sms chris. asked him do me a favour. wanted him to help me do my survey. den shun bian passed to his frenz help me do. geez=x. lol. i guess he has promised to try to help. heh. den sheena and i went up to e clsroom where e sec1 guides were to submit my toymaker scrapbook. wanted to pass to queenie but she was doing footdrill. wanted to pass to jiahui den but passed to limei instead. lol=x. heng siarh~ they having song sessions. lucky i wasnt dere. cos i dun lyk to sing those songs. heh=x. i quickly ran down again. den quickly finished e survey qns thingy den yiwen went home.
den ncc guys were out. i passed xmas cards to kian wee and shawn. den guides finally come out le. shirley all those netball girls oso finished their training le. den limin helped me pass xmas card to shirley. kexin saw my handwriting on e envelope n shouted to me. she said v nice!.. geez=x. i so pai seh siarh~ lol=x. but anw i oso passed e other card to kexian. no stamps to post too. lol=x. den i passed e 5 bucks to queenie. for e seniors' farewell party de. heh. den oso passed e xmas cards to esther jiemin huimin and jiahui. when i passed e card to jiahui tog with e belated bdae card and e laminated zai zai pic. she so happy man. lol=x. she almost wanted to hug me. haha. den some were saying thank you to me. dunno who complaining tat it was too early. lol=x. den esther and huimin went to macs first. and jiahui went to look for OUXIANG angeline to pass her bdae prezzie. i din prepare any for her. feeling so sorry. heh=x. den jiemin and i went to bookshop to buy books. i min i wanted to buy books. sec2 books. kaoz. at first i carried. was quite light. as i walk to macs. kaoz. sooo heavy man. so jiahui and jiemin helped me carry them for a while. heh=x.
den jiahui jiemin kianwee weisheng and i walked to macs. esther and huimin were complaining cos we were v late. geez=x. so sorry le. heh. den we had lunch lo. i gulped down a mcspicy double in less den 7 min cos i was really starving lyk mad. kianwee and weisheng were sitting at another table. probably SOMEONE avoiding SOMEONE lo. geez=x. lol. den after tat we strolled around e pasar malam. i loved tat. couldnt spend my money to buy those nice-smelling food. but simply looking at them is enough for me. i wud b contented. heh. lol=x.
2pm. kinda late le. i went back to e gate of e school. called dad to pick me up. but he wasnt free. so rang up sis instead. she wud b helping me share e burden. my books i meant. heh=x. but she was darn slow man. heh=x. and so. i carried my bag and e two bags of books and walked towards my house. hoping to meet sis soon. haiz. walked and stopped. walked and stopped. finally stopped at nearby playground. waited for her. strange ah? a man asked me for direction. and den an indonesian maid oso asked me where to buy phonecards. as if i were dere to direct pple man. lol=x. finally sis appeared. we walked home. perspiring profusely of cos. den i quickly ran into e house and lied on e bed. i had a bad backache.
haven even taken a shower and yet using e com now. used for v long le=x. beginning to cheer up a little. currently talking to ernie's bro. he's funny. real funny. and got great taste. cos he lyks blue. heh=x. e darks clouds hv dispersed. a while ago. it seemed lyk it was gonna rain soon. lol. time for me to take a shower. and time for dinner. time to watch tv. heh=x. hoping tmr is a better day.
++ end ++
loving x duncan x
i wished.
i wished i could turn back time.
not tat i wan to know you earlier den anyone did.
cos i hv known you long ago.
just a simple reason.
tat is.
if i could turn back time.
i wud choose not to know you at all.
perhaps tat way i would feel better.
i would hv felt better now.
but is it too late?
yes.
too late.
i muz had been real dumb.
yes definitely.
v dumb.
Currently listening to: 5566's Cun Zai
Currently feeling: much better?..mayb..
mayb.
perhaps.
you shud tell me.
we are just frenz.
though i know tat.
but i wan to hear it from you.
i guess i wud not give up.
and i dun hv to give up.
cos in e first place i haven pinned any hopes.
but let me know.
we are frenz.
are we?
++ dark clouds gathering.. ++
woke up at 7.06 in e morning and got changed into my uniform. or i min e shirt only. skirt was v crumpled. tried to look for another one. but couldnt find it at all. guess it was missing. so told my maid to iron e crumpled one. den when i was all ready. opened door n got ready to walk to school. yiwen so !@#$%^&* one. lol=x. at tat time den sms to tell me rmb to bring shi ji tat chinese book.so i went back to my house. n rmb tat e book was in my box. which was gonna b moved to e new house soon. so i had a hard time looking for e book n den rushed to school. den on my way dere. saw a big dog. tat dumb dog seemed to b following me or something. of cos. i was scared. lol=x. so i walked at e grass patch. so sway. dere was a pit but of cos i not so dumb to fall into it. one foot just almost slided in and almost sprained my ankle. but lucky din. den almost reached le. yiwen kept calling. asked me where i was. haiz. anw. when i reached. was darn hungry. but dunno wat to eat. so bought a Hersheys at 7eleven. wanted to buy kinderbueno but din tot of tat in e first place. heh=x. anw. i cant survive without chocolates. so anw wud do. lol=x. [big hint ah. lol=x]
took bus 196 to nhss. was getting sian. so scared oso. cos din finish e presentation. was afraid of kana scolding from teacher. lol=x. but still went dere and waited for e teachers and pple to arrive. groups were presenting their slides and reports and watever crap den finally our group. we explained everything to yanyi and evelyn and hoped they could present out last min work well so tat we could pass tis round. lol=x. heng siarh~ teacher din scold at all. but gave comments to let us improve on our work. e diff teachers helped us alot. heng heng heng~ lol=x. den finally e lesson ended. another nice teacher brought us some snacks. but dun feel lyk eating. but e funny teacher said muz eat at least one bun or we were not supposed to leave. lol=x. so yiwen and i were forced to eat a bun. den finally left.
we went back to school. many pple were still dere. ncc guys. np pple. guides. st johns. band esp. at umbrella area providing pple with free music. lol=x. but e first bunch of pple i saw when i walked into e school was sec2 n sec3 guides. they having footdrill i suppose. saw baoyue liyi limei and melissa. their o's were over. muz b relaxed le. anw. we went to toilet first. den saw medwin. just said hi. den went off le. after tat looked for a table to settle down so we could set our qns for e survey form for our mentorship thingy. we were only looking around. looking for shuai ge i guess. or she was only looking e band members concentrating on their playing of instruments? wateva la. heck. heh=x.
we set some qns le den e band pple got break. we pulled esther ng n tsu hui to answer qns. but we were only talking crap. lol=x. i passed esther ng and tsu hui their xmas cards. i got it ready long time ago. din hv many stamps. so couldnt send it to them. heh=x. they were happy. kept saying thank you. lol=]
i sms chris. asked him do me a favour. wanted him to help me do my survey. den shun bian passed to his frenz help me do. geez=x. lol. i guess he has promised to try to help. heh. den sheena and i went up to e clsroom where e sec1 guides were to submit my toymaker scrapbook. wanted to pass to queenie but she was doing footdrill. wanted to pass to jiahui den but passed to limei instead. lol=x. heng siarh~ they having song sessions. lucky i wasnt dere. cos i dun lyk to sing those songs. heh=x. i quickly ran down again. den quickly finished e survey qns thingy den yiwen went home.
den ncc guys were out. i passed xmas cards to kian wee and shawn. den guides finally come out le. shirley all those netball girls oso finished their training le. den limin helped me pass xmas card to shirley. kexin saw my handwriting on e envelope n shouted to me. she said v nice!.. geez=x. i so pai seh siarh~ lol=x. but anw i oso passed e other card to kexian. no stamps to post too. lol=x. den i passed e 5 bucks to queenie. for e seniors' farewell party de. heh. den oso passed e xmas cards to esther jiemin huimin and jiahui. when i passed e card to jiahui tog with e belated bdae card and e laminated zai zai pic. she so happy man. lol=x. she almost wanted to hug me. haha. den some were saying thank you to me. dunno who complaining tat it was too early. lol=x. den esther and huimin went to macs first. and jiahui went to look for OUXIANG angeline to pass her bdae prezzie. i din prepare any for her. feeling so sorry. heh=x. den jiemin and i went to bookshop to buy books. i min i wanted to buy books. sec2 books. kaoz. at first i carried. was quite light. as i walk to macs. kaoz. sooo heavy man. so jiahui and jiemin helped me carry them for a while. heh=x.
den jiahui jiemin kianwee weisheng and i walked to macs. esther and huimin were complaining cos we were v late. geez=x. so sorry le. heh. den we had lunch lo. i gulped down a mcspicy double in less den 7 min cos i was really starving lyk mad. kianwee and weisheng were sitting at another table. probably SOMEONE avoiding SOMEONE lo. geez=x. lol. den after tat we strolled around e pasar malam. i loved tat. couldnt spend my money to buy those nice-smelling food. but simply looking at them is enough for me. i wud b contented. heh. lol=x.
2pm. kinda late le. i went back to e gate of e school. called dad to pick me up. but he wasnt free. so rang up sis instead. she wud b helping me share e burden. my books i meant. heh=x. but she was darn slow man. heh=x. and so. i carried my bag and e two bags of books and walked towards my house. hoping to meet sis soon. haiz. walked and stopped. walked and stopped. finally stopped at nearby playground. waited for her. strange ah? a man asked me for direction. and den an indonesian maid oso asked me where to buy phonecards. as if i were dere to direct pple man. lol=x. finally sis appeared. we walked home. perspiring profusely of cos. den i quickly ran into e house and lied on e bed. i had a bad backache.
haven even taken a shower and yet using e com now. used for v long le=x. beginning to cheer up a little. currently talking to ernie's bro. he's funny. real funny. and got great taste. cos he lyks blue. heh=x. e darks clouds hv dispersed. a while ago. it seemed lyk it was gonna rain soon. lol. time for me to take a shower. and time for dinner. time to watch tv. heh=x. hoping tmr is a better day.
++ end ++
loving x duncan x
i wished.
i wished i could turn back time.
not tat i wan to know you earlier den anyone did.
cos i hv known you long ago.
just a simple reason.
tat is.
if i could turn back time.
i wud choose not to know you at all.
perhaps tat way i would feel better.
i would hv felt better now.
but is it too late?
yes.
too late.
i muz had been real dumb.
yes definitely.
v dumb.
Currently listening to: 5566's Cun Zai
Currently feeling: much better?..mayb..
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