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currently chatting online with lyn hock chuan shaun. currently watching mtv of qing tian. quite sad. currently feeling. n o t h i n g.

today. maybe. just yet another boring day. besides watching tv. still watching tv. now should b attending a wedding dinner with my mum. but dun felt like going. so din go. stayed at home. morn woke up kinda late. cos last nite played hp till v late den slp. 11am watched 'my fair princess' till 1pm. den finally had lunch. ate two bowls of noodles cos din had breakfast in e morn. today is older sis' birthday. haven wished her yet. lolz. currently watching mtv of zui hou de zhan yi. currently feeling. b o r e d.

afternoon. too bo liao. kept switching channels. until my sis got e remote control and switched to an indian prog. it was kinda interesting. bloody at e same time. my sis said it seemed like e final destination. wateva. from 1pm. we watched till 3.30 i tink. not too sure. cos halfway thru i dozed off on e bed. lolz. after tat watched kindred spirit. din seem to rest at all. keep watching tv progs. sms esther to ask her lend me fantasy cd. cos hock chuan lent to pui yoke or dunno who. den esther said i like him. siao~. she said no matter how i explain. she wont believe. lolz. i give up. no comments. currently watching mtv of guilty. currently feeling. v e x e d.

evening. planned to go westmall. asked hock chuan. he agreed. just bout to ask him to ask christopher and yoke hwee. but he couldnt make it. he going to chalet with christopher. ha. called kai xin. but she going to school tmr. asked ke xian. tat sworn sister. hiyo. go until sian le. going elsewhere. so in e end. should be going with lyn jiahui yingpeng tsu hui and dunno zirui yinghao cant make it notz. oh yeah tis sat going to bukit timah hill on a hike. hope gonna b fun. called limin to ask if she wan to go to westmall with us. she not going. not free i guess. she told me bout her bdae party. is at west coast park. she said she invited hock chuan and christopher and e rest. and den. said i like him again. second person of e day. wateva. no comments. currently listening to cun zai. currently feeling. g l o o m y.

now. staring at e com screen. lyn seemed to be busy. so i din talk to her. hock chuan. talk halfway like no answer. so also din talk to him. red general just signed in. but dun feel like talking to him. esther and bj also signed in le. just called jiahui few min ago. told her e time to meet at westmall. again. same words. said i like him again. still no comments. dunno wat to say. i only said he cute mahx. does tat explain or mean anything? to me. it doesnt. lolz. wateva. heck. currently watching mtv of san nian er ban. kinda sad as well. nice song anw. currently. feeling. b l a n k.

all of a sudden. i felt so left out. dunno y. just cant explain. but not in a bad mood though. but just cannot explain my mixed feelings. i seem to hv something in mind. i dunno wat. i cant voice out. i find it hard to do so. i dunno wat to say. he's online now. he just spoke to me. but only two sentences. wateva. i dun give it a damn. he's but nothing to me now. y should i care. currently talking to siti. she got some probs. i m e counsellor again. i dun mind to be one though. lolz. cant laugh at e moment. dun hv e strength to even grin. currently watching mtv of ni ting de dao. quite sad. brings down my mood as well. lolz. currently. feeling. s p e e c h l e s s.

Currently listening to: jay's ni ting de dao
Currently feeling: s p e e c h l e s s

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