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correct decision? correct choice?
if loving you was a challenge.
i wouldnt take up tis challenge.
it seems too tough.
too tough for me.
i m contented.
seeing you happy.
seeing you grin.
seeing you smile all e time.
your laughter warms my heart.
just you only.
my happiness.
keep smiling.

++ correct decision? correct choice? ++

if i hv chosen to go and play bball with them. i wouldnt b here using e com rite now. i wud b standing in e middle of e court. getting into pple's way again. lol=x. wateva. but anw v scared kexian later not suang cos i said i wud b going but in e end still din go. lol=x. yesterday. or was it e day before? arh wateva. tat zcx asked if i din wan to go and play with them cos he wud b dere. i was almost too stunned. too shocked tat he wud ask tat. i was speechless. den he tol me he heard it from kexian. lol=x. i dunno. no idea. dunno if i shud blame her for talking rubbish and some crap. or shud i thank her for letting him know e truth and understand how i feel being e extra? lol=x. really no idea. -shrugs- wateva. heh.

today really v bored at home. chatted with a few pple. oh yeah. long time nv c lyn le. lol=x. wonder how she is. and jiahui. wanted to call her. but she's at chalet now. lol=x. just replied sarch's and shawn's msgs at msn grp. tat place is certainly too quiet. need someone to liven it up. lol=x.

shud i go tmr? play bball with them? or shud i say distribute my survey forms? arg... really v confused. oh yeah. yiwen going back to taiwan tmr. she muz b real happy. cant wait to go back asap man. lol=x. muz call her now. tell her buy souvenirs for me. geez=xx. as if she wud buy for me. lol. den when she leaves. mentorship thingy all leave to me to complete..... Zzz....... haiz....

++ end ++

loving x duncan x

i lyk you.
for being frank.
for being candid.
for being outspoken.
for being open.
but i hate you.
for being too truthful to me.
tat you hurt me.
too deeply.

Currently listening to: elva's ai de zhu da ge
Currently feeling: confused

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