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can i not b strong? ='(
can i not appear to b strong all e time?

today just went back to nhps again..e concert was okie..but din really enjoyed it....after tat went to macs with furball n biqing..but i only ate furball's fries..n nothing much..den waited for yiwen..

yiwen n i made our way to limin's house..or shall i say..limin took us to her house when we reached e bus stop..we were meddling bout with e laptop..den sudd..dunno wat happened..e laptop went crazy..n we couldnt do anymore..so we went downstairs..played captain's ball or is it netball or is it bball..watever..i din enjoy e game at all..not at all..how i enjoy a game lyk tat when ...... haiz..lotsa pple understand..i was lyk an obvious extra person standing in e middle of e court..getting into pple's way..so darn extra..

den finally went home..today..msg alot of pple..shuyi..ernie..siti..n dunno who else..shuyi n ernie n siti were pple trying to cheer me up..which was to no avail..on msn..esther meiz n lyn..oso trying to tell me to b strong..how can i b strong??..i really felt lyk crying..i m feeling hot all over now..i haven smiled ever since i stepped into home till now..

tmr going for mentorship..no mood at all..just woke up from an 'evening nap' not long ago..totally down now..who can i turn to..? now?

i cant define true love.
i cant define unconditional love.
to me. deres isnt such thing.
never.
i agree totally with shuyi.
i hv to take things in my stride.
love cannot b controlled.
if not.
y do couples break up?
love doesnt last forever.
time heals all wounds.

i hv been sad for 1 week 3 days and 13 hours.
i will overcome tis.
my true frenz are dere for me.
seeing me get over tis.

Currently feeling: hot..n sad..n..watever..

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